My mother-in-law mentioned to me last night that Craigslist has tons of blog writer positions or copywriter or writer in general and I should look into those. Immediately, without thinking, I said, “I don’t want to write for other people. I want to write what I want to write, not what others tell me to write.”
I started mulling this over this morning. I searched Craigslist and everything sounded about as exciting as a 8:00 AM Economics lecture. Then I thought about my answer last night and seconded it.
I don’t want to write for others. I write for myself and what my heart (and I believe God) tells me to write about. I don’t want to have to do research on some mind-numbing topic and turn in a report about it. Lord knows I did enough of that in college to last me a life time. I don’t want to blog for others when I can blog about whatever I want to.
Call this selfish or whatever but to me, this is what makes writing fun and if writing is not fun for me, I won’t do it. I’m old enough in life to realize I’m through doing monotonous stuff if I don’t have to. Praise God I don’t have to write for a living. My husband does all of that.
I also mentioned to my mother-in-law that I write books for me and I am going to try my hardest to get published. But if I don’t succeed, if God doesn’t will it, I will still keep on doing it.
This is passion. This is where I stand.
Everything else falls into place.
Jesus said, “Seek first [God’s] kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things [eat,drink, wear] will be given to you as well.” Matthew 6:33
Remember God is with you. You are not alone. He’s there in your highs and in your lows. He’s there always.
I began this humongous book of epic proportions to read to my kids entitled “The Arabian Nights: Their Best Known Tales.” I’ ve been reading it pretty much non-stop for the past 5 days mainly because it’s due back at the library today. I finally finished it last night and even my kids were glad.
This book was refreshing because the stories are all ancient and most talk a lot about God or Allah. It’s nice to see how the characters rely on God and his will for their lives. Some good quotes I enjoyed:
I resigned myself to the will of God.
Call upon the Almighty, He will help thee; thou needest not perplex thyself about anything else; shut thy eyes and whilst thou are asleep, God will change thy bad fortune into good.
There is no strength or power but in God alone, who is almighty.
God’s purposes concerning me are as yet hid in darkness.
Several times the characters submit to the will of God and chalk up the calamities of their lives and their situations to His will. They never complain and about it but just accept (or submit if you will) to it and move forward, making the best of what has happened.
I wish I had more of this attitude in my life. The ability to accept things in your life and not try to fight or change the bad stuff and to do all this humbly and with grace is hard in our day and time of instant gratification.
To realize that God does have a plan for your life but it is hidden in darkness, waiting for you to discover it.
Good stuff to think about this weekend.