I do. Probably too easily.
Especially when it comes to my writing. I just don’t have the confidence in my abilities to do it “right” I guess.
My blog. My column. My unpublished works. Is any of it really good or are people just being nice? Does any of it serve a purpose?
Diane lovingly told me my heart’s on my sleeve and I am too sensitive. This is true. Have been my whole life. I don’t like criticism. It cuts something deep for whatever childhood reason.
Yet I keep doing it. Can’t stop really. Prompted by God. Or seeking some kind of approval or validation. From others. From Him. Like a published book in print. “Then I’ll truly be a writer.”
Got my answer though to BSF postings from BSF themselves buried in the notes for Lesson 2. Paraphrasing it says technology has opened up previously closed doors to sharing the gospel with others all over the world.
All of this has a purpose and a reason for preparing me for whatever God has in store for me in the future.
And I believe this of you all as well. We’re all here. Learning from each other. Encouraging each other. Sharing our life’s frustrations and desires and our walk. Fighting the Devil every step of the way. Growing. Maturing. Being.
I pray for you all daily; that you find whatever you are seeking (be it here or elsewhere) and you continue marching forward doing God’s call on your life despite the inevitable setbacks and complications that accompany us all.
In Jesus’ name. Amen.