A Part of Me

This poem is quite personal.  My son of 27 years old died of AIDS.  I hope it helps someone who has had a loss.

A PART OF ME

What is this thing called Faith, I ask
Today so clear and plain to see
So real, a rock that I can grasp
Faith has become a part of me

Then words that paralyze with dread
A Mother’s heart “Your son is dead”
O Faith that I thought was so strong
Now that I need you, you are gone

The morning dawns, what do I feel?
Nothing yet habit makes me kneel
I praise you Lord and ask you please
Could you now help my unbelief?

I need a sign that will tell me
Is he with You eternally?
And then He showed a sign so clear
My sorrow turned to joy with tears

What is this thing called Faith, I ask
I know less now after what’s passed
But this I can say faithfully
Faith has become a part of me!

By:
Lissette Trahan

What Is With Thee

WHAT IS WITH THEE

As I awake each morning
My thoughts reach out to you
A joy within me singing
Jesus, I love you  too

With anxious heart I hurry
There is so much to do
A dying world you’ve shown me
I’ll save it Lord for you

I charge with holy fury
Heathens scatter — it is she
With shield and armor ready
Lord aren’t you proud of me?

A more true and faithful worker
You’ll never find than me
But I haven’t felt your presence
Lord, I’m feeling so wea—ry

His words pierce through my spirit
He asks “What is with thee?”
I waited at my table
But you just rushed past me

I have so much to tell you
Plans for your good on-ly
You never stop to listen
Why won’t you talk to me?

Today I’m not so weary
And some will even say
She’s never in a hurry
You see, I’ve learned to pray.

By:

Lissette Trahan